Saturday, August 23, 2008

The Choice

It was beautiful and I could have stayed. I wanted children. I wanted grandchildren.

I wouldn't listen to the angels. Give up my ego for paradise, it wasn't for me for I loved the conflict.

I fell out of grace into hell. I fell through hell into the flesh I was born into. I would haunt that flesh till my second death.

The pain was greater than I could have imagined but it is now a good friend that tells me how great the world of the living is.

I am a coward than would rather run from any fight but I find myself in battles with only my imagination as a weapon. A weapon sharpened on dreams of universal justice.

What am I? A being of light trapped in a cocoon of carbon called a living human body or a fool entertained by his own delusions.

Will my ego destroy me or will I destroy my ego? I will be what I can and that is all I need to be.

I love this world and all the people in it. I love that I have the chance to make this world a better place. I love my enemies and will never fell hate or feel anger against them. I no longer pity them.

I only pity myself for playing their game. I know better. I've always known better.

I will tell the truth as long as I can.

2 comments:

rosalie said...

i love that the universal energy has given me the chance to be here on earth and i also like to give a part of myself to all the people i meet in my life.

i've felt my connection to this unique multiverse last days as intense as i never did and it gave me the most powerful kind of energy i ever got or received of something.

and we have to watch out for 'natural' sources of energy for the peaceful fight ;)

Robert A Vollrath said...

A peaceful fight is a good term.

How do we right a wrong without adding to a world of hurt?

Natural sources of energy instead ego sources of energy.

Your comments always add so much to this blog.

Thanks Rosalie