Thursday, May 26, 2011
I have always been lucky. My wishes have all come true. I don't believe in luck but talk or write about it as a glass half full way of looking at the Universe.
My Daughter-In-Law Amanda is a glass over flowing. She has given me so many wishes.
I wished for a wife for my son Micheal to help him control his impulsive nature and give him the love lost from a broken family.
I wished for a Grand Daughter and for a good mother for that Grand Daughter.
I wished someone would help me become more organized and help me start a resale business.
Amanda has granted me all those wishes.
I love you Amanda. I wish you to always feel that love I have for you.
Saturday, May 21, 2011
Saturday, May 14, 2011
The Lesser Dreams sang him to sleep and as he lay in the unfeeling black void he was consumed by evil.
People don't believe in evil anymore and that is the power of the perfection of wrong.
I woke up screaming. I had a Night Terror. I'm 52 years old and I woke up screaming as if I was a frighten child. I hear Becky's voice in between my own screams.
"What's wrong with him?"
"He's having a Night Terror" Said my son Mark as if it was a natural thing.
"I'm sorry I couldn't help it." I said.
I was in Florida on a Island connected by two bridges to the East coast. I was on a family vacation. I was sleeping in a little room next to the larger bedroom in the duplex we were staying at.
Why did I have a Night Terror? I hadn't had a Nightmare in years and now to have a Night Terror on a family vacation.
I wanted to explain it to my son Mark and then without warning I was in Mark's mind or was he in my mind I'm not sure. I was showing him my Night Terror as if that would explain everything to him. A black cocoon of evil was eating me alive and only a single ray of sunlight keep me alive.
This time Mark woke up and began talking about us being in the same dream or that he was in my mind. I'm not sure I was half asleep.
The next day we talked about what happened. It made no sense.
Somewhere in that photo is a Space Shuttle in the background. Becky and Mark had to put up with me and my broken mind during the trip and I got a taste of what my parents must feel like around me (Not really as my 82 year old parents have better minds than I do).
I love them both for being such good parents to my grandson.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Friday, May 6, 2011
My former wife Jackie Goss sent an email expressing concern that I wasn't posting on this blog for a while. I have been in a bad way for a while. My mind hasn't worked very well and I want to sleep 16 hours a day. I've just came down from the longest run of positive thinking in my life and I have a plan to get back there.
For a time I'm going to post pictures of my grandchildren. The children of the world are the only truth I can believe in for the moment.